Not First Class

Posted in Diary, Thoughts by Alvin on November 25, 2010

Mum called the other day citing an article from the papers, reporting the number of undergraduates whom were awarded the loan-turned-scholarship scheme under PTPTN. And the question of why didn’t I apply for that follows.

I felt rather guilty after that phone call.

Then there is this surge of thoughts and realization that, once not good, twice not good, then I was, am and not going to be good.

I wasn’t positive, at least for that night. In fact, a hodgepodge of guilt and disappointment lingers and it shall stay.


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  1. pengji said, on November 26, 2010 at 3:43 am

    the journey juz started.
    lots of ‘1st class’ n ‘world class’ waiting for u ahead lol.
    gambateh neh.

  2. leechernyih said, on November 26, 2010 at 3:35 pm

    hey 1st class’s not everything! Wait till you see PharmDs around…

  3. PurpleFish said, on November 28, 2010 at 1:47 pm

    wei, this is not the alvin we know~ cheer up~ and u r always on the top site, at least for us~ haha… so don be like tat, we believe u r capable of doing that, but jus u know the marking scheme of our sch… =.=” anyway~ there will be more chances for u to get ur scholarship~ keep it up ya…have a bad time?? KL is always a welcoming place for u to drop by and cheer urself up ~ haha

  4. Alvin said, on November 28, 2010 at 2:10 pm

    pengji: the only 1st and world class i can relate to is food and i cant afford it 😦
    cy: without that, i just threw a brand new myvi into selat melaka
    tomas: in fact im having a pretty good time here. thank u n u guys shud come down south to eat chendol with me!

  5. leechernyih said, on November 28, 2010 at 2:49 pm

    hmm… it’s ok Myvi = more money spent to maintain. Take public transport! Pre-reg’s not going to be easy, but we’ll get through this together! Just focus on your current rotation ba 🙂

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